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Graphic: Alcoholism, Drug abuse, Drug use, Self harm, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Suicide attempt
Minor: Homophobia, Transphobia
Graphic: Alcoholism, Drug abuse, Suicide attempt
The novel follows Cleo, a young British artist, and Frank, an older American ad man, who impulsively marry after a whirlwind romance in New York. What follows is an intimate, messy, and often bleak exploration of their relationship—and the web of people around them—as they each try to find themselves (or lose themselves) in love, ambition, addiction, and identity.
Now, my feelings about this book are... complicated. I didn’t love it, I didn’t hate it. It’s very character-driven, which I usually enjoy, and Mellors really knows how to write interiority. There were moments—especially during Cleo’s depressive episodes—that hit way too close to home. But what kept me from fully loving it was the lack of character growth. These people felt real, but also kind of stuck in their own cycles, like they never really learned or changed.
If you're looking for something plot-heavy, this might not be for you. But if you’re into messy, melancholic stories with poetic writing and emotionally distant characters spiraling through life, this might just scratch that itch. It didn’t become a favorite for me, but I can totally see why it resonates with a lot of readers.
Graphic: Alcoholism, Animal death, Drug use, Emotional abuse, Infidelity, Mental illness, Self harm, Blood, Suicide attempt, Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Dementia, Death of parent
Minor: Fire/Fire injury
Graphic: Alcoholism, Animal death, Emotional abuse, Self harm, Toxic relationship, Suicide attempt
You fall in love with each character despite them all having a plethora of flaws. You root for everyone in their own way, and you root for each relationship in its own way. I’m happy with how everything came together at the end even if it’s not the ending I wanted. I also found how it was written to be new and interesting; I liked the jump from character to character and how the writing style would change based on that.
This is a book that I didn’t want to finish because of how much I loved it and is one of my favourite books in a very long time.
Minor: Self harm, Suicide, Suicide attempt
Graphic: Alcoholism, Drug abuse, Suicide attempt
Graphic: Suicide attempt
Moderate: Sexual content
Graphic: Alcoholism, Alcohol
Moderate: Addiction, Animal death, Death, Drug abuse, Drug use, Infidelity, Self harm, Sexual content, Terminal illness, Toxic relationship, Vomit, Grief, Suicide attempt, Death of parent, Abandonment
Minor: Body horror
Graphic: Drug use, Toxic relationship, Suicide attempt
Moderate: Animal death, Vomit
Minor: Drug abuse, Sexual content, Dementia, Death of parent
Graphic: Addiction, Drug abuse
Moderate: Alcoholism, Animal death, Body horror, Emotional abuse, Infidelity, Mental illness, Self harm, Toxic relationship, Grief, Death of parent, Toxic friendship, Classism
Minor: Suicide attempt