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Graphic: Addiction, Alcoholism, Self harm, Sexual content, Suicide attempt
I liked the switch to first person narrative for Eleanor - it was like a jolt when she was introduced that mixed up the story, and it also helped to differentiate her from the other characters who were already a part of Cleo/Frank’s lives at the beginning of the book. It also read more like diary entries which felt in touch with her character. It also made her feel more grounded than the other characters.
Graphic: Alcoholism, Drug abuse, Drug use, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Suicide attempt, Alcohol
Graphic: Addiction, Alcoholism, Animal death, Body horror, Body shaming, Drug abuse, Drug use, Homophobia, Infidelity, Mental illness, Racial slurs, Self harm, Sexual content, Suicide, Toxic relationship, Blood, Medical content, Grief, Medical trauma, Suicide attempt, Gaslighting, Toxic friendship, Dysphoria
Moderate: Adult/minor relationship, Chronic illness, Cursing, Transphobia, Death of parent, Sexual harassment, Injury/Injury detail
Graphic: Animal cruelty, Animal death, Self harm, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide attempt
Moderate: Toxic relationship, Toxic friendship
Graphic: Self harm, Suicide attempt
Graphic: Suicide attempt
Graphic: Suicide attempt
i think cleo is deeply relatable for anyone who's suffered with depression, emotional abuse and/or traumatic childhoods. i really do wish the best for her and i wish she had a truly supportive group of people around her.
as a lot of other people mentioned, it feels as though theres no resolution to a lot of the conflicts. its reslly frustrating but i think its quite realistic. a lot of times in life, you dont get the closure you want or deserve. life just keeps moving and you have to find your own ways of accepting the unjustness of it all.
key highlight is to simply avoid men like frank. even if he does change, it is not worth it at all. i wish there were stronger female characters but maybe thats the point. to highlight if there were stronger female characters and stronger friendship bonds, a lot of the context could have been avoided.
** spoilers below **
i dont think frank deserved happiness with eleanor, not after everything he did to cleo and moved on with eleanor without reconciling with cleo. but its realistic for a man to be what you need him to be only after you left him. and its frustrating and raw and painful for him to have moved on quicker even if he doesnt deserve it. but also pisses me off that eleanor could do that to a fellow woman. her telling frank to go to rome felt so virtue signalling. a lot of people say the feminism themes in the book come off as performative and i dont know how intentional the book really was meant to me but it feels intentional because i think in reality, people are very performative in their actions. i also think the performative part highlights the difficulties of abusive relationships and toxic power dynamics.
Graphic: Addiction, Alcoholism, Emotional abuse, Toxic relationship, Suicide attempt
Graphic: Suicide attempt
Mellors should know better than to describe darker skin tones by aligning them with foods, or describing Black hair as food. The Black characters in this book are caricatures and slotted into “best friend” or “wise older woman”. They only exist in the novel to help along the spellbindingly slow plots of the white peoples around them, and her portrait of Zoe is too underdeveloped to balance this out.
I almost DNRd at chapter 8, when Mellors introduced an entirely new character, perspective, and style of prose. It felt overly writerly and indulgent.
This book is about 70-90 pages too long, and focuses tightly on characters out of no where when they were mentioned a handful of times 100 pages earlier. The main protagonists Cleo and Frank are selfish egomaniacs in what I think Mellors felt was deeply human, but I found them cartoonish and lacking any dimension. The put-upon outlooks they both had were hard to endure. Mellors would often end a chapter with very little resolution, switching to a different character, and then move on from the conflict just by moving time forward. It wasn’t satisfying, and felt like Mellors really shied away from ever writing the necessary scenes into the book - the breakup, the divorce, the suicide attempt; the resolution of these catastrophic events told to the reader as bylines in another characters dialogue. It was infuriating and repetitive, which only came off as coy and cowardly writing. The shock values seemed to arise out of nowhere because the stakes for the characters were so low — she was building mountains out of molehills that led to volcanic eruptions without actual lava.
I’m left feeling odd and deeply unsatisfied after such a philosophical read.
Oh yeah - and an entire paragraph of naming the words for groups of animals; “a group of owls is a parliament. A group of emus is called a mob. A group of larks is called an exultation. A group of doves…” it went on so long I was 10 pages from finished and damn near tore the book in half.
Graphic: Body horror, Sexual violence, Suicide attempt