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winterdevil's review against another edition
4.0
Especially since her craft in the beginning 85% was so meticulous and well-written, the end felt unpolished by comparison, like she was tired and just wanted to get it done.
Graphic: Biphobia, Body shaming, Domestic abuse, Emotional abuse, Fatphobia, Panic attacks/disorders, Physical abuse, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Suicidal thoughts, Toxic relationship, Violence, Lesbophobia, Gaslighting, and Alcohol
_chonklord_'s review against another edition
5.0
Graphic: Domestic abuse, Emotional abuse, Gun violence, Rape, Sexual assault, and Gaslighting
lisa_mirabai's review against another edition
5.0
Graphic: Emotional abuse
Moderate: Fatphobia, Sexual assault, Sexual content, and Sexual violence
cryptidcas's review against another edition
4.25
Graphic: Domestic abuse, Emotional abuse, Homophobia, Sexual assault, Toxic relationship, Lesbophobia, and Sexual harassment
Minor: Rape
nilarcana's review against another edition
4.25
Graphic: Domestic abuse and Sexual assault
carolshere's review against another edition
Graphic: Domestic abuse and Emotional abuse
Minor: Sexual assault
aprilsf's review against another edition
5.0
Moderate: Domestic abuse, Sexual assault, and Toxic relationship
sebs_gaybooks's review against another edition
5.0
reread 2023
This book. It truly pulls me apart every single time. This is the first reread since I picked it up in 2021, and man did it just strengthen my admiration for Machado and her writing. Told through chapters of varying lengths, using literary tropes, themes, techniques and types to explore the horrors of an abusive relationship. I found myself mentioning texts, references, lines from this book in my life, bringing it up in discussions because I could not get it out of my head. Bringing to the forefront the fight for queer lives to be placed in the same humanistic lens as hetero relationships, so people can come out and speak about abuse at the hands or minds of their queer lovers.
A feel like a personal thanks is required, from me to Machado, because as I read this and reflected on my queer relationships (platonic or romantic), I began to realise the sort of conditioning I'd be forced into by the queer community. The idea that the only people capable of abuse (in any form) was men. That women couldn't possibly be able to hurt one another. There's a lot of nuance to this discussion that Machado so expertly lays out, placing it delicately at my feet and asking me to examine it, closely. And with compassion, she pushes these thoughts into the readers hearts to examine in themselves what we believe about queer relationships. Because the very people who raged against the man and their power, were the people who hurt me, emotionally manipulated me, hurt me in ways they swore couldn't be true. Because what? We're queer? We're human, queer humans, capable of hurting.
I'm so glad this memoir exists; Machado will forever be a safe space for me to come back to when I feel like my experiences aren't valid. I can take her words and wrap them around me, because if anything, she understands. And I will be forever grateful for that.
Graphic: Domestic abuse, Emotional abuse, Homophobia, Physical abuse, Sexual assault, Toxic relationship, Lesbophobia, and Gaslighting
savvy999's review against another edition
5.0
Graphic: Domestic abuse, Emotional abuse, Physical abuse, and Sexual content
Minor: Sexual assault
cereads's review against another edition
4.5
Graphic: Cursing, Domestic abuse, Emotional abuse, Mental illness, Physical abuse, Sexual assault, Sexual violence, Toxic relationship, Violence, and Gaslighting
Moderate: Homophobia, Infidelity, Suicidal thoughts, Blood, Vomit, and Alcohol