3.71 AVERAGE

dark mysterious reflective sad medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

3.75 stars, rounded up. This is a slow burn and has some sexual abuse in it which is hard to read, but by the end of the book, I found myself content with the ending and enjoyed getting to know the characters in it.

3.5*
I was expecting a light summer romance but that was not this book! It was a sad story about a family including trauma, sexual abuse, death and more.
hopeful inspiring sad medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Complicated
adventurous dark emotional hopeful inspiring reflective sad medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Plot
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

This book was fantastic but I don’t like an open ending. If I wanted a “choose your own adventure” I would read those types of books. I feel let down by an intentionally ambiguous ending every time. I don’t want to put it all together. I want the novel laid out, black and white. This was a strong 4 star book until the ending. 

Entertaining, beautiful imagery and well written, yet overly indulgent in its attempt to capture moral ambiguity. As far as Freudian analysis goes, this book was fascinating, but only scratched the surface of our moral contradictions, shame and universal evils. I think the author did a good job at exploring intergenerational patterns of abuse, shame, and parental neglect. Some really dark themes were covered, yet they were the backstory to a problematic and poorly captured love affair. It felt almost grotesque at times, as if the trauma of abuse and death were being romanticised. The author was successful in capturing Elle's turmoil in the simultaneous love she feels for Peter and for Jonas, but it was a bit ridiculous at a point. Also, the way Elle was written changed dramatically between her as an adult (flippant, assertive and whingey) and her as a child and adolescent (empathetic, sensitive, agreeable). My favourite part was the sister dynamic between Anna and Elle and its evolution over the novel. 
dark emotional sad medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: Complicated

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emotional reflective sad medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

TW: graphic sexual abuse
challenging dark mysterious reflective sad tense fast-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character

Really enjoyed the mystery and an easy read. I thought the ending could be better.