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not over the plot. over the thinks theis fucking book says about living. kill me now!!! i am so insane!!! i put this book down atleast twice because it was so REAL!!!
Graphic: Ableism, Chronic illness, Confinement, Deadnaming, Death, Drug use, Emotional abuse, Genocide, Gore, Gun violence, Hate crime, Homophobia, Mental illness, Physical abuse, Terminal illness, Torture, Transphobia, Forced institutionalization, Blood, Vomit, Religious bigotry, Medical trauma, Death of parent, Murder, Outing, Abandonment, Dysphoria, Injury/Injury detail, Pandemic/Epidemic
Graphic: Gore, Homophobia, Self harm, Transphobia, Religious bigotry
Moderate: Body horror
Minor: Transphobia
Graphic: Body horror, Death, Genocide, Gore, Transphobia, Violence, Blood, Vomit, Religious bigotry, Murder, War, Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Child death, Deadnaming, Death of parent, Dysphoria
Minor: Sexual content
I enjoyed the found family aspect of the ALC but again the characters felt flat and very watered down to just their identities? For example Salvador has no personality or backstory and seems to just exist so that the author can have a character who uses xe/xem pronouns (it feels very token-y). It’s even crazier when you think about how xey are a part of The Watch (one of the most important groups of people in the book) and yet still isn’t fleshed out.
I also felt that the Benji and Nick romance subplot (if you can even call it that) was so irrelevant and uninteresting to the story. Like Benji finding out that Nick was part of the Angels should’ve been a bonding moment for them but it didn’t seem to have much of an impact other than explaining Nick’s combat skills.
Interesting concept. Poor execution.
Moderate: Gore, Transphobia, Vomit, Religious bigotry
Graphic: Gore, Violence, Vomit, Religious bigotry, Death of parent
Moderate: Homophobia, Sexual violence, Transphobia
Graphic: Body horror, Child abuse, Child death, Deadnaming, Death, Genocide, Gore, Gun violence, Hate crime, Physical abuse, Rape, Sexual assault, Sexual violence, Transphobia, Violence, Xenophobia, Blood, Grief, Religious bigotry, Death of parent, Dysphoria, War, Injury/Injury detail
Minor: Alcohol
I found that it wasn't quite as good as they said it to be, but I will begin with what I liked about it because there is quite a bit to be said about it that is good!
I think the author writes very beautifully, the words and phrases are so well picked and the flow of the text is gorgeous, which was one of the reasons I finished reading it, 5 stars for the quality of the writing!!
I also found the world and premises the author created quite interesting! The book takes place in a post-apocalyptic world, and i wanted to learn more about what had happened and how things worked in their new everyday lives.
Finally, I found the main-character's experiences and thoughts quite relatable, which may also be why I wasn't so fond of him, because it wasn't something new, but this book also helped me learn a bit about myself, and reflect on and realize a bit more about my beliefs and how I think, which perhaps wasn't as interesting as say, seeing the world from a new point of view, but it was a good experience and the author wrote those bits very well too!
There was a lot of diversity in the characters which was also very interesting, and I really enjoyed the bits from Nick's point of view, because I rarely get to read about characters like him!
The characters weren't very well written, it felt like you never got to know them, and there was barely any character development which made it a bit boring, as Benji always thinks the same miserable way. I think also because of the circumstances in which the main cast lived in, everyone was tired and a bit depressed, and to add on top of all that, grieving a death from the start of the book. (I will add though, that perhaps the negative feelings coming from the characters is quite realistic for their situation and all,) It was just too much and it felt like you never got to know the characters very well. which made it a harder read.
There was also a lot of gore, which in a book I'm usually pretty ok with but it was just so much, and like all the time there was bits of body falling off here and vomiting up organs there, so if you don't like that much gore all the time this might not be fore you...
Graphic: Body horror, Deadnaming, Death, Gore, Transphobia, Vomit, Religious bigotry, Medical trauma, Death of parent, Dysphoria, Pandemic/Epidemic
Moderate: Gun violence, Medical content
Graphic: Body horror, Gun violence, Transphobia, Violence, Religious bigotry
Graphic: Toxic relationship
Moderate: Transphobia
Minor: Physical abuse, Sexual assault