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Os nossos eternos destinos by Laura Steven

23 reviews

emotional inspiring reflective sad medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: Yes

Very poetic and reflective 

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challenging mysterious reflective sad medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: Complicated
Diverse cast of characters: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: Complicated

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Loveable characters: Complicated
Diverse cast of characters: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

this book scooped out my soul like it was a gallon of soft serve but my god did it feel good

pacing is a little slow at times, but when it gets good, it’s so hard to put down

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Loveable characters: Complicated
Diverse cast of characters: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

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emotional mysterious medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: Complicated

I have such mixed feelings about this book. On the one hand, it was compulsively readable and really wrenched at my emotions. On the other hand, the big twist and the last few chapters felt strangely empty? It felt just slightly like the author had worked herself into a bit of a corner and didn't quite know how to get out of that spot. I was also hoping for a more meaningful reason for what was going on, I guess, but I also recognize that this is a YA book, so it was never gonna be as "deep" as I desired (then again, there are some YA books with really deep, nuanced themes, this just wasn't one of them). I did really enjoy this book on an entertainment level, but I suppose the last chunk of the book just made it all feel kinda empty for me. I'd say read if you're specifically looking for a YA readalike for Addie Larue, but don't expect any kind of big messages or deeper-than-surface themes.

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Loveable characters: Complicated
Diverse cast of characters: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

I enjoyed the book. It was very fast paced and there was a build up with every chapter. I think the writing was so good and made you truly feel a connection of sorts with death. 

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mysterious slow-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: No
Loveable characters: No
Diverse cast of characters: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

✨I should've DNF'd this✨

I did not enjoy this and I was relieved to finally be done with it. This may end up being a harsh review, so apologies in advance. While I could appreciate the prose within this book, the story just fell so incredibly short to me. The mystery revolving around Arden murdering Evelyn before turning 18 very quickly lost its shine and soon became a strong annoyance. This book was repetitive and it felt shallow to me. With how often this story jumped between lives and time periods, I found it extremely difficult to feel any sort of connection to these characters. Not to mention, I stopped caring about when, where, or who we were with each jump. It was challenging to keep my mind from wandering while working through this story.

This reminded me of The Invisible Life of Addie LaRue, and I honestly didn't care much for that story either yet it was a lot better than this one. The romance did absolutely nothing for me. I think the inability to develop a connection to these characters played a huge part in that sentiment. The minute I felt like I was getting comfortable with where the story was headed, we were thrown into another life and time period and all of that progress went back to 0. This turned into a massive slog for me.

When the motivations behind Arden's murders were finally revealed, I found myself unable to care. I just wanted to be done reading.

Beautiful writing, but the structure and characters really did not work for me at all. I heard such great things about this book and desperately wanted to give it a chance but I should've saved myself the trouble.

Here's to hoping that my next read is leagues more enjoyable than this one.

Goodreads Review: https://www.goodreads.com/review/show/7366091847
Fable Review: https://fable.co/review/7dd18eb6-ee01-4f98-a1bd-ac9d0c716f72/share

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Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: Complicated

Je pense que c’est honnêtement un des meilleurs livres que j’ai jamais lu et une des plus belles histoires d’amour écrites.

J’ai à peine les mots pour décrire ce livre car tout était parfait du début à la fin, en 350 pages ce livre m’a complètement retourné.

Ce livre est concentré sur une timeline en particulier : 2022 en Écosse mais tout au long de l’histoire il y a des flashbacks de leurs vies antérieures, qui nous transportent à travers le temps et les époques. L’autrice a su me faire voyager dans une dizaine de pays, que ce soit en Sibérie, au Peru, en Chine, au Vietnam, aux États-Unis, en France mais aussi à travers toutes les époques et civilisations. Les protagonistes ont vécues milles vies, ils ont étés pauvres, riches, dans la famille royales, soldats, voleurs, pirates, expéditeurs et j’en passe. Les chapitres ont beaux êtres courts j’ai vraiment été transporté et j’ai l’impression d’avoir vécues ces choses avec eux.

Dans leurs différents vies ils ont étés hommes et femmes, parfois deux hommes, parfois deux femmes, parfois un homme et une femme, leur amour a travers n’importe quels genres. J’ai beaucoup aimé cette aspect là car ce sont bien plus que deux corps genrés : ce sont deux âmes qui se retrouvent à chaque fois.

La plume de l’autrice est magnifique, j’ai plusieurs fois été bouleversée par des citations car il y a des réflexions sur la vie, la mort, le deuil, l’amour, le bien, le mal et l’existence.

« life gives us grief like mounds of wet clay,
ripe and heavy beneath our reluctant hands,
and with it we can do one of three things.
we can carry it with us wherever we go,
stooped beneath its awful weight,
we can shove it back of a wardrobe,
buried beneath an old waxed coat,
or we can make something beautiful,
and let it live on beyond us »

Leur histoire amour est absolument magnifique, malgré tout les obstacles ils finissent toujours par se retrouver. J’ai à peine les mots pour décrire la beauté de leur amour, si beau et pur.


Je pense que la meilleure manière de décrire Evelyn c’est par cette citation :

« The Evelyn I know… they love over and and over and over again, even thought it can only ever end in tragedy. Even though they’ve lost everyone they’ve ever loved, and they miss them in the next life, and the next, and the next. Never have they developed hard edges, like I have. Never have they tried to protect themselves from that pain. They love softly, and fiercely, and openly, and it’s the bravest thing I know. The most human thing I know. »

Evelyn aime entièrement dans chacune de ses vies, même si elle sait que ses proches vont finir par mourir et qu’elle aussi va finir par mourir, elle n’a pas peur du deuil alors qu’Arden s’est construit une carapace au fil des siècles, pour se protéger contre toute cette souffrance, existence après existence et j’aime beaucoup ces deux aspects de ces personnages.

« My heart feels like an open wound. I don’t understand how everyone just… walks around with the knowledge that everyone they love will soon be dead. I look at my sister, my mum, and it’s all I can see. Inevitable loss »

Comment parler de la fin ? De ce plot twist qui m’a retourné le cerveau ? De cette décision impossible ? De la tristesse que j’ai ressentie même si elle est mêlé a beaucoup d’espoirs…

« Then again, I had always found a way to live with the grief of the loves I had lost - to carry them inside me like candles that never blew out, until the slow tide of time eventually extinguished the memories »

Tout dans ce livre était absolument incroyable, c’est le parfait cocktail : un one shot relativement court, des chapitres concis, une histoire d’amour belle et tragique, des personnages attachants et torturés, un univers qui nous fait voyager, des plot twists, une touche de fantasy et une fin qui accroche aux tripes.

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adventurous emotional sad fast-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

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Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: Complicated
Flaws of characters a main focus: Complicated


I cried 77 pages in.
Evelyn’s Dad is murdered in 1932 Algeria,
and 
how could anyone bear the weight of never?
Flung me off the highest cliff


This is so so so beautifully written. I bawled. Multiple times. A beautiful telling of love over the ages and finding your soulmate in every lifetime 

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