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lubrn's review

4.0
fast-paced
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nachtblueher's review

3.0
challenging dark emotional reflective sad tense slow-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: Complicated
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes
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haruarus's review

4.75
dark emotional mysterious tense slow-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: Complicated
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

This volume 100% sold me on BAB. Meatbun remains unmatched in my eyes in writing psychological romances and I don’t even know if I can call this a romance honestly. It’s fucked up. It’s painful. Both main characters are in a lot of pain and don’t know how to deal with their emotions.

I usually hate narratives where a character ends up with their rapist but despite all the terrible things He Yu has done I can’t help to want to beg XQC to just look at him. Give him a glance. A word even. He Yu has done unforgivable things, but getting to look into his twisted psyche shows how those things are born out of a deep-seated pain.

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kalldaff's review

4.25

the vast majority of this book was so horrific and just he yu committing atrocities, and then suddenly the ending had me about to cry. this was absolutely a tough read and not for the faint of heart, but my devotion to meatbun never ceases 🙇 really hoping the next volume will have communication (what a concept) and apologies (!) between he yu and xie qingcheng. I don't think I can handle more toxicity between them 🥴

elisenic's review

3.5
adventurous dark emotional mysterious medium-paced


This book should be called how to commit SA and be delusional, because My god He Yu is terrible.

This has ended in a cliffhanger so I'll have to read the Next one. Yeiii

anne_05's review

4.5
dark emotional funny mysterious reflective sad tense medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Complicated
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes
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letmesleepwell's review

4.25
adventurous challenging dark funny mysterious tense slow-paced

blue_stacyu's review

4.25
dark mysterious tense medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

lenci's review

3.0
challenging dark emotional tense medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: No
Loveable characters: No
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes