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sightthefae's review

4.0

“Was I expected to find solace in these people? I felt alone, perfectly alone. So alone I felt divine. Divine like a lonely god unfathomable to anybody but herself.”

Starting off strong with the depictions of grief and how horror can be born from grief but slipping back and forth between that and tenderness. Humanity creates and then rejects. Monstrilio a monster but not of his own devices, and incredibly endearing. The empathy and love shown to M makes you want to shield him yourself.

bookfairygabby's review

3.0

I have a lot of mixed feelings about Monstrilio, and while I really wanted to like it I feel like the author could have done a lot more to drive home his message about self-acceptance and loving people for who they are. After finishing the story, I felt like it should have started from the perspective of Joseph and followed his intense portrayal of grief after his son dies and then witnessing his wife desecrate his body. It seems like the characters make it clear that Magos' portrayal of grief leaves them questioning her emotions and the same can be said for the reader.

I didn't feel like Magos' perspective really answered any questions about her motivations for loving Monstrilio so much, and becomes even more confusing after the time jump where her character deviates more and more from who she is in the beginning during Joseph's POV. I think if we started with Jospeh, once we got Magos' POV the author could have really leaned into her grief and given context to why she did what she did.

I also feel like Lena's chapters did not really provide much insight to the plot and why we were supposed to love Monstrilio aside from the fact that he was born of Santiago's lung and that he became a somewhat lively creature that was jumping to and from cat trees. I figured her perspective was more to include queer storylines and an insight into queer character's traumas related to their otherness and how that bleeds into their psyche and motivations. I suppose Lena's unhealthy relationship with her mother affected her sexuality and made her challenge the character's concepts of monstrosity. I'm not against the depictions of sex and kinks in the book as other readers have mentioned because the book does fall under LGBT stories, but I just wish the kinks were better integrated to emphasize overcoming shame or somehow allowed for some catharsis of grief, but to me, it ultimately fell flat.

The fact that Monstrilio was gay still somehow surprised me, but I wasn't sure what the point of that was when he states that he felt most human when eating fruit loops, rather than when he was making love to his quite endearing Berlin-based partner.

In the end, the book shifted from being about grief to accepting Monstrilio’s carnal, inhuman desires. This ending might have been more effective if the author explained why the characters loved Monstrilio before he became human, only for him to embrace his monstrous side, making everything seem almost pointless. Despite this, I’m glad I supported a queer Mexican author and hope he grows as a writer. I’m excited to see what others think.
dark emotional hopeful reflective sad slow-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: Yes

Read this audiobook super slowly because it kept getting sucked back to the library but it is my favorite kind of horror! Metaphorical monster horror! Super original, interesting characters, definitely enjoyed. I think I would have liked it more if I’d read it more quickly rather than having to remember to the characters again and again. Great ending and explorations of grief.
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amarawebb's review

4.0
adventurous dark tense medium-paced
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ren_jamin's review

5.0
dark emotional sad medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: Complicated

Really had me pondering what it means to have a body and how it affects the way you move through the world
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rosienia's review

5.0
challenging dark emotional sad tense medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: Complicated
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taeville's review

2.0
fast-paced

Weird as shit but I really liked the writing style. Strange, strange little book

amberinio's review

5.0

Wow, what a weird and touching book! I wasn't expecting it to be so spicy 😅 but I loved how it dealt with the different aspects of grief while staying entertaining and mega gay! An unusual read for sure, and one I won't forget any time soon!
adventurous challenging dark emotional mysterious sad tense medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Complicated
Diverse cast of characters: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: Complicated

captivated and horrified and unable to stop thinking about it - grief and monsters and so much love. 
A jungle of human emotion and blood.

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