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Fünf Leben by Jenny Tinghui Zhang

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adventurous challenging dark sad tense medium-paced

4.75

oooh this was heavy . 

will review when i have recovered 
Das glückliche Paar by Naoise Dolan

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4.5


Das glückliche Paar ist ein unterhaltsamer Roman über ein ziemlich unglückliches Paar. 

Celine, Konzertpianistin, ist leicht neurotisch und (wie ich meine) leicht autistisch, undefininiert queer; Luke ist bisexuell, ziemlich gut im Für-Celine-Da-Sein, und trotzdem ein ziemlich schlechter Partner. Warum sie beschließen, zu heiraten, ist allen in ihrem Umfeld, und ehrlich gesagt auch ihnen selbst, ein Rätsel. Trotzdem ist es beschlossene Sache. 

Aus den Perspektiven von Celine, Luke, ihren Freund:innen, Ex-Partner:innen und Familienmitgliedern nimmt uns Naoise Dolan mit auf den wilden Ritt in Richtung Hochzeit -- Und lässt die Charaktere dabei nach und nach die Dysfunktionalität der Beziehung offenbaren.

Die Übersetzung ist extrem gut gelungen, und Dolan schafft es durch ihren Schreibstil, die Individualität der Erzähler:innen zu charakterisieren, sodass man am Ende alle ein Stück weit versteht, und sie trotzdem einmal kräftig durchschütteln möchte. 

Ein zutiefst komischer Roman, den man am liebsten in einem Stück verschlingen möchte !! 

Haie in Zeiten von Erlösern by Kawai Strong Washburn

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challenging emotional mysterious medium-paced

4.0

HM. this was really good — i think ?? 

Nainoa was saved from drowning by sharks gently carrying him back to the boat, and since then the people of the island have seen him differently. there is something magical about the boy, no one can deny it, and as he gets older he even seems to develop healing abilities. 
but all these big expectations are difficult to carry.  and they put a strain on his siblings, who have to grow up in his shadow — We get to see the world through each main characters’ eyes, get to love and care for them and experience their unique struggles. 

This is not Nainoas story. these are the stories of his entire family. they’re messy and complicated and at times frustrating. 

The scenes set in Hawai’i felt so alive, vivid and colorful and meaningful. i enjoyed those moments the most, when you could feel the magic and mystery rising up from the soil beneath the characters’ feet and into the air they breathe. i loved getting little glimpses into hawaiian myths, and growing up with their family gave me an insight into how the land and its people have changed and suffered through the years. 

another reviewer mentioned that, although written by a man, the female characters were written especially well and i have to agree !!!!!!!!!!! kaui’s perspective was my favourite. 

i will say, from the three parts that the book is split up in, the last one made me struggle. the characters’ decisions were hard to follow and understand and i was growing a bit tired of all the loose ends. maybe if i had moved through the book a little more slowly, i could have appreciated it more. i did read the end at like 1 am, so i was not the most concentrated, to be fair. 
Swimming in the Dark by Tomasz Jedrowski

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emotional hopeful reflective medium-paced

4.75

Swimming in the Dark is a young, queer man’s struggle for freedom in communist Poland. 

A book that feels like watching slightly yellowed VHS tapes of childhood holidays.

It is whilst working in an agricultural camp that Ludwik sees him for the first time, Janusz. They spend the summer secretly reading Giovanni’s Room, working in the fields, swimming in lakes, kissing in tents and falling for each other. 
But when the summer ends and they return to Warsaw, their different political stances become increasingly clear: Ludwik struggles to support his sick landlady as they queue in vain for groceries and medicine, while Janusz decides to deepen his friendships with rich and influential members of the Party.
Can their relationship survive in a country that is falling apart?

This is a beautiful novel about bravery and youth with well-rounded, imperfect characters. i especially came to like the female characters, which is not always a given in gay historical fiction, as they are often mistreated but seem to have no right to victimhood; instead they are written as jealous and stupid. this is not the case here. the women in this novel are intelligent, kind, and in charge of their own futures. 
there was a lot of nuance, even the people who abused their privilege had character traits that made them likeable. this made the story incredibly believable and real, i appreciated it a lot. 

mainly and most importantly, i love that this is not a love story. i thought it would be, but i don’t think that’s quite what this book is about — Ludwik is growing into himself, (“Selfish. Growing into yourself is nothing but that.”) and slowly opening his eyes to see the only reality he has ever known for what it is: a corrupt system of injustice; and so he does what he can to make a difference. 

No matter what happens in the world, however brutal or dystopian a thing, not all is lost if there are people out there risking themselves to document it. 
Little sparks cause fires too.
A Tempest of Tea: Ein Hauch von Tee und Blut by Hafsah Faizal

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Did not finish book. Stopped at 20%.
the writing style is just not good and i can already tell from the cringeworthy dialogue that the romance is going to feel insufferable and forced 

also, even though it could have worked out, it’s trying to be too many things at once: peaky blinders x arthurian legends x six of crows x vampires — so far, no originality. maybe i’ll come back to this, so far it has just been annoying. 
Okay Days by Jenny Mustard

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medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.0

i thoroughly enjoyed this, i was surprised at how much! 
the story feels real, with characters that are imperfect and conflicts that are highly relatable. but what makes this book remarkable is not the romance in itself, it’s the attention to detail: the characters know each other so well, and the author has saturated the text with many little observations from day to day life, small things, but seeing them brought to paper like this made them special and nostalgic. 
it just feels good, this book, nothing overly dramatic, i liked the characters a lot, and it was easy and fun to read. 
Your Driver Is Waiting by Priya Guns

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3.0

started off strong, ended quite weak.
i literally could not tell if the author was pro or con protests from the way they portrayed them: the protesters were made to seem obnoxious, performative, unstructured; too many demands and no actual action. but i gather this book was supposed to be PRO protest ... they did not succeed in writing it like that. the protesters seemed like caricatures. 
jolene, of course, the cliche of a white yoga woman, which was entirely unsurprising -- i understand the reader was supposed to be shocked at the revelation, but you could see it coming from the start. and why didnt damani message shereef back??? everything up from jolene calling the cops seemed messy, but not in the way it was intended to, unfortunately.
Der Vertraute by Leigh Bardugo

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adventurous medium-paced

4.0

Leigh Bardugo goes historical! 

Spanien. Zu viel Empathie mit ihrer unglücklichen Herrin Valentina, die sie bis zu diesem Zeitpunkt nichts als unterdrückt und gequält hat, verleitet die Küchenmagd Luzia dazu, ihre zarte Magie als Unterhaltung für Dinner-Gäste vorzuführen. Schon bald macht sie sich damit einen Ruf und wird aufgefordert, an einem Turnier teilzunehmen, dessen Sieger in Dienste des Königs treten darf. Zur Vorbereitung wird ihr Guillén Santangél an die Seite gestellt — Ein Mann mit seltsamen Augen, der unsterblich zu sein scheint. Aber Luzia hat Probleme damit, ihre rohe Macht zu kontrollieren, und in Zeiten der Inquisition darf sie keinen falschen Schritt tun…

Der Vertraute ist eine Geschichte über Aufstieg und Intrige, über Magie und Ketzerei, über Allianz und Liebe. 
Der Roman überzeugt mit starken weiblichen Protagonistinnen und einem unvorhersehbaren Plot, der einen bis zum Ende fesselt. 

Ich habe es genau rechtzeitig zum Erscheinungstermin beendet und freue mich, das Buch den Kund:innen zu empfehlen! 

Vielen Dank an Knaur für das Leseexemplar.
The New Life by Tom Crewe

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2.0

something about this book was odd to me it just did not work 
The Starless Sea by Erin Morgenstern

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adventurous mysterious medium-paced

5.0

I DONT KNOW WHAT TO THINK