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4.14 AVERAGE

adventurous dark emotional funny sad tense medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

A great exploration of religious zealots in the apocalypse and transness.
the description of the decay of Benji's body over the course of the book was so vissaral and I'm so glad all those fuckers got their comupence.
This was such an interesting and amazing take on the apocalypse setting to read as a trans teenager myself!!
Side note, the quotes at the beginning of each chapter to provide added world building via in world texts was so chef's kiss 

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dark hopeful fast-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Plot
Strong character development: No
Loveable characters: Complicated
Diverse cast of characters: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: No
adventurous dark tense medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: No
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

A violent Queer scream that will have you rooting for slaughter! I'm obsessed. 

This book is pretty intense, the body horror imagery, the semi-surrealist writing style at some points, and the content all made for an edge of your seat intense read. But as vicious as this book is it was so extremely cathartic to read as a queer with religious trauma. 

The world is all too close to reality, and the hatred that is spewed by the antagonists at our main character Benji is gut wrenching, when his deadname is used towards the last act of the book I had to stop reading because I had such a visceral angry reaction to it. 

This book holds no punches, and for those that can stomach it, it's a Hell of a fun ride!
dark emotional tense fast-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes
dark hopeful fast-paced
dark emotional tense medium-paced
dark sad tense medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes
dark emotional reflective sad medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: Complicated

I LOVE the gore and body horror. It was done so spectacularly - described in such a way that is both disgusting and impossible to look away from. There’s a certain lyricism and beauty to the grossness. I also really liked the representation - how being queer or neurodivergent doesn’t absolve one of their internalized and conditioned biases, doesn’t automatically make them good (because so often these characters are shown to be perfect because a neurotypical cishet audience would balk at a marginalized character not being perfect). I especially liked seeing an autistic character and a trans character who don’t act or think like every other fictional autistic or trans characters; they are not molded into what an audience expects or already understands.

Unfortunately, religion is a big nope for me, and it is so vital to this story that it turned my stomach basically from the first page. I was enjoying the above stuff so much that I pushed through the religion in spite of myself but it kept me from fully enjoying it.

CWs: body horror, gore, disease, genocide, deadnaming, transphobia, and more