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gossameralbum's review against another edition
Graphic: Panic attacks/disorders, Child abuse, Injury/Injury detail, Mental illness, Alcohol, Gaslighting, Murder, Physical abuse, and Alcoholism
Moderate: Animal death
Minor: Outing and Car accident
maeverose's review against another edition
The main character, Gilda, is very mentally I’ll. Some parts of this book are really intense, and if you struggle with death ocd, anxiety, hypochondria, suicidal thoughts or alcoholism I’d be cautious about reading this. Gilda’s panic attacks are described in detail, and they’re very frequent. She also has a full on mental breakdown by the end of the book that is also described in detail and drawn out for a while. It isn’t explicitly stated at any point but she is clearly autistic/audhd coded, and it seems as if she is undiagnosed in the story, she questions why she is the way she is, and definitely doesn’t seem to be aware that she’s autistic. It was difficult reading her experiences, clearly seeing that she’s autistic but with her not knowing and struggling. It was relatable at times, but in an upsetting way more than a nice way. For me, at least. I can see how some readers would enjoy this and feel seen in the main character.
Funnily, like Gilda I feel other people’s emotions pretty strongly, so reading a book like this was probably a bad idea for me. I have similar anxiety and this was triggering for me. I nearly dnfed this several times because of it, and tbh I probably should’ve as it ended up just putting me in a bad mood. I kept reading because I really enjoyed the first half, it was still intense but in a more lighthearted dark humor kind of way (it reminded me of fleabag), but the second half is much more depressing and upsetting.
This book is a very accurate representation of ocd, anxiety, undiagnosed autism and mental illness. If you want that and can handle it, I’d recommend it, just please check content warnings first.
Graphic: Alcohol, Panic attacks/disorders, Stalking, Animal death, Bullying, Car accident, Child abuse, Lesbophobia, Suicidal thoughts, Alcoholism, Fire/Fire injury, Injury/Injury detail, Mental illness, Death, Violence, and Vomit
Moderate: Eating disorder, Religious bigotry, Homophobia, Murder, Ableism, Self harm, and Suicide
Minor: Abandonment, Cannibalism, Excrement, Mass/school shootings, and Sexual assault
Graphic: Body dysmorphia, hypochondria, death ocd, intrusive thoughts, dissociation Moderate: medical malpractice (kind of) Minor: metaphorical cannibalismsamants's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
"How is everyone doing tonight!" the singer shrieks into the crowd.
Amid the screaming replies, I allow myself to say out loud, "I actually haven't been feeling well lately."
Graphic: Panic attacks/disorders, Religious bigotry, Mental illness, Alcohol, Death, Alcoholism, Car accident, Homophobia, Vomit, Self harm, and Suicidal thoughts
midnightbelles's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.0
Graphic: Mental illness, Religious bigotry, Suicide attempt, Medical content, Animal death, Bullying, Grief, Homophobia, Murder, Cancer, Car accident, Child abuse, Death, Addiction, Alcohol, Panic attacks/disorders, Self harm, and Suicidal thoughts
drtx_bwt's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? N/A
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? N/A
5.0
Graphic: Injury/Injury detail, Homophobia, and Death
Moderate: Alcoholism, Lesbophobia, and Alcohol
Minor: Car accident, Grief, and Transphobia
heathermesley's review against another edition
3.75
Graphic: Addiction, Alcohol, Alcoholism, Animal death, Panic attacks/disorders, Death, Fire/Fire injury, Homophobia, Mental illness, Murder, Religious bigotry, Schizophrenia/Psychosis , Suicidal thoughts, Suicide attempt, Self harm, and Vomit
Graphic depictions of dissociative disorders, especially depersonalisation.imaginefishes's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? No
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.25
The ending was inspiring but it felt unaccounted for, like how did
Graphic: Grief and Mental illness
Moderate: Religious bigotry, Alcohol, Alcoholism, Panic attacks/disorders, Suicidal thoughts, and Suicide
Minor: Lesbophobia, Animal death, Death, Homophobia, and Injury/Injury detail
sophiesometimesreads's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.25
This was more of a character study, so those looking for a plot focused book may not like this as much, but I enjoyed getting a glimpse into Gilda's life and watching her character development. The little murder mystery type side plot was also a bit of fun.
The writing was really easy to read and I flew through this, and had a good time with it - as much as you can with an anxious, depressed MC, anyway. Though I don't have experience with all the mental illnesses depicted in the book, it seemed to be good representation and I related to the feelings of anxiety shown.
Graphic: Addiction, Animal death, Death, Mental illness, and Panic attacks/disorders
Moderate: Suicidal thoughts, Alcohol, Bullying, Injury/Injury detail, and Suicide
Minor: Murder and Religious bigotry
sholtie's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Graphic: Animal death, Alcoholism, Alcohol, Medical content, Suicide, Self harm, Murder, Homophobia, Suicidal thoughts, Sexism, Death, and Car accident
cavexcanem's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.75
Graphic: Death, Suicidal thoughts, Alcohol, Alcoholism, Animal death, Car accident, Grief, Panic attacks/disorders, Suicide, and Addiction
Moderate: Child abuse and Religious bigotry
Minor: Homophobia, Murder, Lesbophobia, and Dementia