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Center of Gravity by Laura McNeill

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5.0

This book hooked me, pulled me in, wreaked havoc on my emotions and wouldn’t let me go. Even after putting the book down, I could not stop thinking about the story. Throughout my read, when I needed to leave the story to do work, I thought, wondered, worried about our main character and what was going to happen next.

I may have a slight emotional interest in this book, as I grew up in a relationship that was similar to this in so many ways. I was only a child, but so much happened and so many times I had to stop things from happening, and took the brunt of the blows, that it is something I relate to very much. As with a lot who have grown up in those situations, I also had similar relationships of my own, until I met my wonderful husband.

This ultimately meant that from page one I was hooked. I adored what the author portrayed, as it happens to so many people, men and women. I know that the book may be a trigger for some. There were even times when the story had me looking back on my life and crying, but they were tears of understanding, tears of joy and tears to acknowledge what my past has made me into(which I am lucky was a good turnout).

This is a dark book, in many ways, but it is also a very uplifting book, as we watch the main character start to realise her situation and aim to get herself out of it, promptly. I liked the level of detail the author had, as it was really true to such stories. I could feel and relate to all the emotions and thoughts that were running through the main characters head.

I found the pace to be really good. We were given time to find out about our main character, see the relationship, learn about its past and what it has evolved into and get a look at the leading male. From there we were thrown into a whirlwind of emotions, thoughts, actions and regretfully, excuses. The whirlwind was easy to keep up with and read, but really portrayed just what it is like in those situations.

I found the story really tackled the question ‘why doesn’t she just leave’ very well. Often in these situations the victim finds it hard to leave and many times it is for the exact reasons that the author gave us.

Overall, this is a profound and deeply touching book. It takes you on a roller coaster of emotions, from the deepest fear and sorrow all the way to inspiring. I highly recommend this read, especially if you’ve lived in an abusive/controlling relationship. Reading this was gorgeous.

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5.0

Ava Carson's life has fallen apart. Her estranged husband has taken their two sons, one from another marriage (his) and one from their marriage and made it clear that she will never get them back. She has been accused by him of numerous things, including theft. He is planning to leave with them never to return. He says his father is dead but Ava finds out otherwise and discovers some important truth about his past. But her sons are more important than anything else... including her life and she intends to get them back.

In her Thomas Nelson debut novel Center of Gravity, Laura MacNeill takes the reader on a whirlwind journey both within the human heart and around a small Alabama town as she desperately seeks to get back not just her sons but her life. The journey will leave you breathless and brokenhearted at times. And then, at other times, it will make you go "Yes! Good for you!"

Center of Gravity tells the all too often told tale of domestic violence from multiple perspectives: Ava, Mitchell the husband, Jack the third grade son, Graham, Ava's attorney and Dr Lucy Bennett the psychologist brought in by the courts to help make a determination regarding custody. It is a harrowing story and one that grows darker as you move through it. But it is also a story of hope... and, I believe looming quietly in the background... faith.

I can honestly say that I had trouble putting this book down. I read it in two days and on day two it was the middle of the night when I finished it. It was worth it.

I rate this book a "magnificent" read.

Note: I received an advanced reader copy of this book via Smith Publicity in exchange for a review. I was not required to write a positive review.

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5.0

Ava Carson's life has fallen apart. Her estranged husband has taken their two sons, one from another marriage (his) and one from their marriage and made it clear that she will never get them back. She has been accused by him of numerous things, including theft. He is planning to leave with them never to return. He says his father is dead but Ava finds out otherwise and discovers some important truth about his past. But her sons are more important than anything else... including her life and she intends to get them back.

In her Thomas Nelson debut novel Center of Gravity, Laura MacNeill takes the reader on a whirlwind journey both within the human heart and around a small Alabama town as she desperately seeks to get back not just her sons but her life. The journey will leave you breathless and brokenhearted at times. And then, at other times, it will make you go "Yes! Good for you!"

Center of Gravity tells the all too often told tale of domestic violence from multiple perspectives: Ava, Mitchell the husband, Jack the third grade son, Graham, Ava's attorney and Dr Lucy Bennett the psychologist brought in by the courts to help make a determination regarding custody. It is a harrowing story and one that grows darker as you move through it. But it is also a story of hope... and, I believe looming quietly in the background... faith.

I can honestly say that I had trouble putting this book down. I read it in two days and on day two it was the middle of the night when I finished it. It was worth it.

I rate this book a "magnificent" read.

Note: I received an advanced reader copy of this book via Smith Publicity in exchange for a review. I was not required to write a positive review.

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5.0

A special thank you to Thomas Nelson-Fiction and NetGalley for an ARC in exchange for an honest review.

Top 50 Books of 2015. "2015 Best Southern Domestic Psycho-Suspense."

Laura McNeill’s CENTER OF GRAVITY is an intense suspense domestic psychological thriller—a compelling exploration inside the walls of a Southern family, for a riveting page-turner, grabbing you from page one to the end!

Set in Mobile, Alabama it would appear from the exterior, Ava and Mitchell Carson’s marriage and family unit is picture perfect. However, behind closed doors— deceit, lies, and control; a devil in disguise, with charm, good looks, intelligence, and manipulation. Will Ava possess the tenacity and strength to protect her children, from a monster? Will the superhero loving, son Jack save the day before it is too late?

"Every day, somebody, somewhere, needs a hero."

Ava, a teacher meets a charming man who has recently lost his wife. She falls in love with his adorable eight-year old, son Jack, and they are soon married. She does not know much about her new husband’s past life, and does not ask a lot of questions, thinking he does not want a constant reminder of his past life. Ava adopts Jack, and soon thereafter she gets pregnant and they have a son, Sam who is now one.

Into the marriage, Mitchell, her husband, a successful man with money, looks, and charm, becomes controlling and demands she quit her job to stay home with the children. She was a teacher at the private school, where Jack attends.

Ava is a simple woman and does not need all the frills and material possessions, even driving an older jeep. However, Mitchell wants to continue buying, remodeling, and doing things to the house, to show the world he can take care of his family (true narcissistic behavior). His clothes, car, hair, and everything about him is for show and outward appearances. He is high stressed, short tempered, and spends no time with the children.

Ava is innocent, a little naïve at times and wonders if Mitchell is just stressed with work. She is trustworthy, and cannot comprehend her husband would stoop to such drastic measures. She is the only loving parent and soon finds Mitchell is not the man she thought she married. He does not even give her enough money to barely keep the house running-- another control tactic. “Sleeping with the Enemy” intensified, as now there are two children involved.

Mitchell is paranoid and extremely jealous. Cold and calculating. Ava has an old childhood friend (a cop), Mike, and Mitchell is even jealous of him. For no apparent reason, he decides to take the kids and move out. He makes Ava look bad and starts spreading lies. In the blink of an eye, he has temporary custody and Ava finds herself getting one hour a week supervised visitation with her own children. How could this have happened? Mitchell gets down and dirty - He has attorneys, the college, colleagues, judges, her old school friends, and even Ava’s own mother in his back pocket, with money to spin his story. Mitchell soon shows his true colors, and is not the man she thought she knew. How many people will he fool before other lives are in danger? Ava has to get her sons away from this mad man.

This guy is pure evil! Around every corner, he is conniving, setting up Ava to make her look like an unstable bad mother. He is verbally and emotionally abusive with the boys, and poor Jack is caught in the crossfire. (felt so sorry for the boys). Through messy restraining orders and custody battles, which are one sided, the court mandates a child psychologist, Dr. Lucy Bennett, and a mediator. Will Lucy be able to determine which one is the bad parent, in time to save the kids?

“When your children are stolen, the pain swallows you whole. Logic fades, reason retreats. Desperation. A charmed life falls to pieces. Destroyed. False promises. Lies. Emptiness.”

Soon Ava starts digging into Mitchell's past and gains the strength to fight for her children against all odds. Did he kill his first wife, the talented author of children’s books? Is she next? The more she learns, the more she fears for her children's safety. Why did Mitchell say his father was dead? What is he hiding behind this façade? Will Graham, Ava’s attorney be able to help her---before it is too late?

WOW! I was not anticipating the intensity and power of CENTER OF GRAVITY! Compelling and impressive. I happened to be packing preparing for a move, and another week of travel, and driving back to Florida from NC. This is the type of book, you want to read in one sitting, as very difficult to put down. My advice, "Do not start this book until you have the time, as it is so good." One to be read with no interruptions.

Laura McNeill's writing is pitch perfect; the pacing, character development, plot planning and a satisfying conclusion – excellent! My kind of book—possesses every ingredient for a "must read"--not a simple fluff drama marriage/divorce story.

CENTER OF GRAVITY, has depth---a psychological suspense, leaving you holding your breath, wondering what Mitchell will do next. It is so realistically shocking, knowing how many women have to face a man like this, when the legal system is not always there to protect the innocent, and everything is not as it appears.

Loved hearing from each well-developed character, flashing back and forth from each perspective (Graham, Ava, Mitchell, Lucy, Jack), getting an intimate view (especially Jack, the son). Ava grew so much from the beginning of the book, with newfound strength and confidence in herself and the fierce love of her boys, and her need to protect her family. Jack was adorable with his love of superheroes, and his younger brother, Sam --his need to protect those he loves. Mitchell is evil and mean, and Laura does an outstanding with the portrayal of this character-- his secret past, keeping you in chilling suspense. I loved Graham, the attorney, not the typical attorney, rough around the edges, his motorcycle, leaving you rooting for a happy ending.

“Everyone has a center of gravity. Every family too. It’s the tangible things that make us feel grounded and whole. And it’s different for everyone—a good job, a strong marriage, or a close friendship. Often when that center of gravity tilts with trouble or disappointment, everything becomes a little unstable. When you have a greater rift, like a divorce, it’s more like an earthquake. It takes time and work to achieve that equilibrium and peace again.”
What is normal?

CENTER OF GRAVITY is a chilling and haunting tale, yet uplifting novel of one mother’s love and a son’s determination. I fell in love with the book, and the author’s style (what a master storyteller)! She has been added to my favorite author list and fans of psychological suspense will devour this one! Highly recommend.

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On a side note: The superhero part made me think of my youngest son, who just turned 40. About five years ago, his sister-in-law was planning a superhero birthday party for her son’s eighth birthday to include all his little guy friends. She hired a professional Spider-man for his party; however, he cancelled at the last minute. My son agrees to take his place (he is very athletic, and muscular), and rents a nice Spider-man professional costume (with even more muscles included). He evidently gets into the character, (he was also a superhero fan when he was younger). Highly creative, he wants to make a grand entrance--deciding to climb up a power pole and jump, then run across the back yard to the deck to make his appearance.

However, once he reached the top of the power pole, when he is jumping down, his mask slips over his eyes (had not planned for this minor technicality), blinding him, so he is unable to see the ground below to cushion his fall. He falls and breaks his leg. He still makes his appearance in pain, and winds up in the emergency room for the next seven hours, and an entire leg cast for months. Funny, as the local paper covered the story of the Spider-man superhero cited in the north Charlotte area, with his photo. Since he now has two children of his own (5 and 8), he has given up his superhero stunt performances.

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4.0

A few years ago, Ava and Mitchell fell in love. They got married and Ava got a ready made family with an eight year old boy Jack that she fell in love with and treats like her own and a new baby that is just a year old. Ava thought her life was complete, perfect in fact. Mitchell is a success in his work and dotes on Ava so lovingly. What could possibly go wrong?



Just like that, Mitchell changes into this man that Ava no longer knows. They have a small disagreement, at least in Ava's opinion, and Mitchell files for divorce. Then another bomb drops that he is seeking full custody of the two boys. Ava is beside herself but still can't get herself to believe that Mitchell won't change back into the wonderful man she married. Her lawyer tries to convince her that they need to start playing hard ball but Ava just can't do it. What will Mitchell do to Ava's perfect picture life to make her finally realize, it's time to join in on the war that Mitchell is fighting?



This book was suspenseful, sweet, funny, and endearing. The author weaves the story just right where the reader is literally speed reading to find out what happens in the next sentence, the next chapter and finally the ending. WOW! This is one of the best told suspense novels I've read this year!



What a well crafted, multi-layered plot "Center of Gravity" ends up being. It explores the ways in which we can get swept up in the day to day life of our loved ones but not really know them at all. Center of Gravity is an engrossing story of trust, family loyalty, and the deep dark secrets people bury.



I am so happy to recommend this mind blowing suspense novel to all the readers out there looking for their next can't-put-it down read.

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4.0

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Told through many points of view, Center of Gravity is an interesting look into what could seemingly be the perfect new American family, but once inside their home the perfection wears off. Ava has been married to Mitchell for a few years and has recently officially adopted his son from a previous relationship and they also now have an infant son who is around the age of one. After a great courtship and early marriage, things start to change.

This book was definitely hard to read at times and I had to put it down a few moments, but there was something that really set this book apart for me. As I mentioned above, the book is told through a few points of view and the two that are in this book that really matter are the adopted son who is eight years old and Mitchell himself. From the beginning the reader is able to get into his mind as he wreaks havoc on his wife and kids, but keeps a face at his job. Although again hard to read at times, I was intrigued to read the parts that came from his point of view just to see "his side" of things.

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5.0

Oh wow! I don't remember when I have had such strong feelings about the characters in a book. Center of Gravity has great characters, ones to love and to hate. I loved Jack, the very smart, very protective, 8 year old who had to grow up way too early. His mother Ava is another character I really liked, as well. She is such a loving, giving mother to her two sons and would do anything for them.

And then ... there is Mitchell. What a horrible, despicable man he is. I cannot believe the things he did to those he supposedly loved.

'... your dad wants everything to be perfect.'
' He says he doesn't want to lose control.'
'... his black moods could last for days.'


Uh oh, that doesn't sound good, does it?

I have read several other of Laura's books and have always loved her stories. She is an amazing writer who always takes the reader on a very enjoyable journey, with great characters and wonderful settings. Center of Gravity is a different type of story for Laura. It's a bit more disturbing and dark but it still was an amazing read.

Jack really is a facinating, lovable little boy. His infatuation with superheroes was fun but it also served as a way for him to deal with reality and to take care of his little brother. What a wonderful imagination he had, putting himself in the shoes, or cape, of a superhero to survive the bad situations he was in.

'I made myself into a rock so I didn't have to feel anything.'

Center of Gravity is a very intense, captivating story and I found myself devouring it. I couldn't leave Ava, Jack, and little Sam all on their own. I had to find out if everyone was going to be okay. It was just one horrible thing after another. What an evil, evil man Mitchell is!

I loved Center of Gravity and the fast pace of the story. I was thinking about it long after I was done reading. Great job, Laura! Thanks for the wonderful read!

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2.0

This book reminded me of a TV movie. The story (woman's seemingly "perfect" marriage starts to crumble around her and she freaks out, having to fight for her children, etc, etc.) has been done to death both in TV and books. At first I was annoyed at Ava for being so naive, but then I realized it was because, having grown up in an abusive home, it hit a little too close. It's easy to see all of the bad stuff when you're looking in from the outside.

I felt bad for Ava and the kids being in such a horrible home and to them, it was normal. Jack has the little boy obsession with superheros and uses it as a way of coping. Poor baby Sam is just caught in the middle and doesn't know why his mama is suddenly taken away from him.

The book seemed a bit long at first because you spend about 2/3 of it basically seeing what a sociopathic douchebag Mitchell, the husband, is. It's like the author wanted to spend as much time as possible showing us just how awful someone could be, which didn't really feel necessary to me. You realize right off how despicable the guy is and I didn't think that it was really necessary for the author to keep going on and on by showing just how horrible he was. His past was touched on fairly briefly, but again mostly showing that yeah, he has serious issues, and that's about it.

Several topics (the previous wife's death, for example) were barely touched upon and Graham, the attorney, just seemed to be tossed in as a "oh yeah, we need another character" type.

Overall, the story was decent. I wouldn't really call it a "thriller" but I can see how it could be to people who maybe aren't familiar with abuse. To me it was more of a "let's feel bad for this family and see them prove that they are, in fact, stronger than they think" story that we've all seen before. I just wish everything hadn't happened in the last third of the book. So much of it could have been left out and we'd have been fine.

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5.0

I almost didn't read this book but I am so happy I did!

From page one I was hooked, even at the end I wanted more! This book is written from multiple points of view and the characters all develop each other. This book has it all and is an emotional roller coaster, there were times I felt nervous for the characters! A child who knows right from wrong but not how to deal with his circumstances because he is child and is forced to grow up faster than most, he proves to be the real hero of the story! There is a strong female who is being manipulated and a chivalrous attorney who is there to help but certainly isn't the one calling the shots!

I would recommend this book 100 times over and I love this authors writing style!

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4.0

Disclaimer: I received a free copy of this book via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.

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This one was so good -- I am literally blown away with how good this one is. The only thing I did not like?? That I couldn't read it fast enough to satisfy my own needs.

The plot was very well developed. Some of it was a little obvious, but it still was suspenseful and original. I thought there could have been more about the past and how it coincides with the present, but this didn't detract from the story itself.

I liked Ava and her children, especially Jack. I thought he was such a well developed character, although at times I had to remind myself that he was only 8 because he seemed to be written as older than that. One of the main things I found with this one was that it was a little difficult to differentiate between the different characters and their voices with the changing points of view, but it was minimal. Jack was still very well written and at times was your typical 8 year old child -- especially with his heroics at the beginning and the end. I liked that parallel.

Ava herself was probably the most interesting character. I really liked the way she stood up for herself and wasn't afraid to get her hands dirty and fight for her kids. I thought she was very clever and used her predicament to her advantage without letting Mitchell walk all over her. She was the definition of a strong female character. I can honestly say she is a female role model for me.

I would have liked more from Graham and his lawyer-ing skills. I thought there might have been a hint of romance between him and Ava, but I am glad nothing came from it at that point in time. I think he was a solid character, but I still would have liked more. I thought since he was introduced fairly early in the novel that he would have a larger role to play in the investigation; however, he still made his impact, especially by standing up for Ava at every opportunity he gets. It was also nice that he was just a side character and didn't come in to "save the day" in a sense because we got that badass scene at the end that I will forever treasure in my heart.

I have much to say about Mitchell, but I don't want to spoil anything so you'll have to read for yourselves!

Overall: 4/5 stars because it literally kept me turning pages. I could barely put it down once I started.