4.2 AVERAGE

claudiajanette's review

3.5
challenging dark emotional slow-paced

I really enjoyed the first half, about the authors time in the Children of God cult and leaving it. The second half was largely about her time in Army. While it was an interesting read, it wasn’t what I was expecting and generally is less my cup of tea. There was interesting commentary near the end about her work studying cults - I would have enjoyed hearing more of that!

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lisamac1116's review

4.25
emotional informative reflective medium-paced
emotional informative medium-paced

marifer0117's review

4.0
informative reflective medium-paced
emotional inspiring medium-paced

dpesanator's review

4.0
challenging dark emotional sad medium-paced

I feel very complicated about this book. It was very interesting to read. About halfway through it shifted from being about the Children of God to being about the US Army, which itself was interesting to read about because I just don’t know. However, I was maybe disappointed by the way that she critiqued the army. For example, she makes a promise to herself in the book that she won’t begin to hate other people, but I would argue she doesn’t really deeply maintain that promise. But, she’s a good writer and it was definitely an engaging audiobook, it sounds like she’s just had such a difficult life. 
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aimhkaitlin's review

4.25
challenging dark emotional hopeful reflective tense medium-paced
challenging dark emotional hopeful inspiring medium-paced

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cashleykate's review

3.5

This is a really hard read so check trigger warnings (storygraph is reccommended) if you are sensitive to certain content! This is a really raw look into the life of a woman who was born into a cult and transferred herself into the military where she saw a good few paralells-- especially regarding the treatment of women. I really enjoyed her perspective throughout.