I knew this was mostly going to focus on the relationship aspect, but it was slow (and I listen at 2x speed). I appreciated the body horror and even some spiritual and oceanic horror at the end.
I appreciated all the suspicion set in place about the corporation who sent them to the ocean. Companies get away with horrific things all the time, we don’t always see it in the media, and it doesn’t always get to lawsuits. I like that we never find out if what happened to them was orchestrated.
As a mentally ill person, I need to stop reading from perspectives of mentally ill characters lol. It's relatable, but it hurts and becomes tedious to step into that mindset when I generally enjoy reading for the escapism. That said, the characters showed a lot of depth and the narrarator was great. It was obvious the main character couldn't keep her thoughts or feelings together, as there were a lot of short, disjointed sentences, and instances where the character wasn't inside herself at all, or "too inside of herself" (panic attacks). Although this book focuses so much on death, I liked the ending that chose life.
Short read about a delusional teen obsessed with a music star. She clearly is not well, and cannot balance her daily responsibilities, like work or even self-grooming, with her tracking and cataloging of her "oshi". Sure, I'm a part of fandoms, but I've never been dedicated to a famous person or felt they ever impacted my life, much less derailed it. It's sad that her family enables her instead of getting her help with her depression and other OCD-like symptoms. Mostly though, I found myself envying this girl because as fruitless and harmful as her blind devotion was, at least she found something to live for. I don't have anything in my life that excites me. At least she had a passion, short-lived as it was. Lower rating because that realization bummed me the hell out.
I read reviews complaining this book isn’t funny. Anyone who expected “a memoir of psychological cruelty” to be humorous has clearly never lived with an abusive, domineering presence looming over their lives. I listened to the audiobook, and Augusten reads it in a poetic, musical way whenever not speaking dialogue. This book was hard to face at parts, with the rape, mind games, and I especially struggled getting past all of the animal abuse. It starts early and sets the tone. I’ve never read Running with Scissors, but I don’t know that I want to be exposed to more of his trauma filled memories.